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Monday, 31 May 2010 @ 03:24
well, this month is kinda... bit hard for me!i'm just feeling... well, like lonely, alone .. kenapa? ya gitu deh, gue ngerasa2 aja gitu. hahaha. well, yang paling bikin gue kecewa adalah besties gue. hmm. gue ga akan kasih alias, ga akan kasih nick, ato inisial. i won't hurt their feelings IF they read this. (tapi kayanya juga mereka ga akan pernah baca) well, kalo lagi jam2 sekolah, jam2 bukan liburan, gue dan mereka looks kompak banget deh. ya gue tau, sekarangpun dia pasti masih nganggep gue bf. tapi... yah gitu deh, gue jadi males cerita di sini. jadi engga enak. hahha. well, intinya aja lah, gue lagi DISAPPOINTED sama salah satu bestie gue. KECEWA. KESEL. dia baik banget kok, bener bener baik. tapi gue ngga ngerasa dia bener2 sayang sama gue, the way i love her as my best friend. i don't think she is. enough lah, gue ngga mau bicarain temen sendiri :( meskipun gue juga ngga tau, apakah dia bicarain gue dibelakang, ato malahan lupa? i hove no rights for that. everyone have their own way to live the life. either me. besides those sadness, gue juga lagi sedikit (sedikit banget, bener2 sedikit) sibuk sama latian2 paduan suara dan latian candle light dance. well, gue jadi males sama paduan suara, karna anaknya banyak, even kalo 3 orang ga nyanyi aja, pasti juga ga masalah. it doesn't matter gitu. hmmm, jadi gimana ya... gue jadi males nampilin yg terbaik, soalnya yaah, gitu deh. gue jadi agak ngga enak aja. sebenernya gue pengen jadi vocalist band, ato keyboardist, ato dance, tapi gue ga cukup pede gini, hahaha. ya udahlah, terima aja. dan candle moves nya, itu ridiculous banget. kalo boleh jujur, JELEK! kurang mesra! (bukannya gue mau mesra2an ya, gue juga ga mau!) tapi tuh jelek gitu! kaya bukan candle light dance deh. jeleeekk. tapi mau gimana lgi sih... hahaha. oh ya, papa dari temen gue meninggal tadi pagi jam 4an. gue kaget banget deh. dia juga salah satu bestie gue, dan dia sering cerita2 sm gue. kasian bgt, kmrn kondisinya smpet drop trus sehat lg, abis itu langsung minggat deh. eh, maksud gue meninggal. hmm, gue mirisnya tadi waktu liat dia masih nangis2. kasian bgt. gue ga bisa bayangin kalo gue yg di posisi dia. i couldn't stand it. haven't ready yet! :( FYI, gue beli bukunya Eclipse sama Breaking Dawn yg international edition. bukan mau begaya, tapi gue mau improve english lah. meskipun banyak yg bilang nilai bahasa gue bagus2, tapi gue masih ngerasa kurang. itu kan cita2 gue. something related to that stuff. mungkin gue bisa jadi duta :D kalo kuliah ngambil hubungan internasional itu. haha. gue harus lebih rajin deh. dan gue juga pesen buku The Short Second Life of Bree Taner. itu kaya novel lepas tapi lanjutannya eclipse gitu, tapi ga ada nyambung sama breaking dawn, yang international edition juga, keluar tanggal lima. hohoho. okay, that's my small story hahaha. enjoy your day! xoxocheers Labels: the speaks |